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Tuesday, April 17
i must be in the "reeeer" queue
Current mood: cranky
You have to imagine me doing the whole "kitty cat" facial and claw expressions along with the "reeeer." Everyone is in a bitchy mood today. Myself included.
I'm pissed off at the wonderful, amazing, perfect boyfriend. This whole complacency thing is getting to me and I feel like I haven't seen him in a week. He didn't sit near me while we were watching TV last night, he didn't touch me at all over night. I know he's uncomfortable with being sick and all but JEEZ, you could at least act like I'm there. I'm just being bitchy, I know. I need to pin his ass down and be like "PAY ATTENTION TO ME GADDEMMIT! ACT LIKE I FUCKING MATTER!" It's like living with a roommate, I swear. I know better than that, I mean I KNOW he loves me and all that warm fuzzy stuff, but I just need to SEE it a little more. I'm so needy, it's no wonder men run screaming from relationships with me.
Aaaaaand on that note of self-realization, I should go. That's enough for one day!
Check back next week when me & a refrigerator go one painful round..